idk why things are not going well .
idk why i feel lyke avoding you .
idk why i wna be cold towards you .
idk why yu chnged alot .
idk why i still bother to hold on to dhis relatioship .
idk if i should let go or not .
idk why no matter how much i hate yu , i still love yu .
baby yu hurt me again .
yu let me down alot of times alr .
lyke last nite ,
i msg yu say in the moring i meet yu ,
dhen yu say okay alr .
then around 11 plus i msg yu again to confrim
dhen yu say wat " you can meh ? "
dhen i say " yahs "
dhen yu say wat " i thought yu cannot make it , so i ask clinton come fix bike"
smth lyke dhat .
is lyke i always got happy at first , end up i will be sad .
and the outcome will be different .
is supoose to spend the whole day with him today ,
but he going orchard ,
at nite dhen come me .
honestly lahs , i feel neglected & not appreciated .
yu keep letting me down .
within one day , yu can make me cry again and again .
yu are seriously good in breaking my heart & making me hurt
most of my friends say ,
why bother to hold on this relationship ?
he treat yu lyke dhis alr .
when he bored dhan msg yu , when he got no one to go to dhen come to you .
when he with his friends , he dont even fking care about yu .
i tried to think the other way round .
or are they correct ?
i think i really should re consider about this relatioship .
yu hurt me again and again , deeper and deeper .
i really dont know what to do .
i am leaving soon & yu are leaving soon too .
i chersih each and every chance alr .
yu are the one who is not cherishing it .
i am not blaming yu or wat ,
i just wna say it out .
it is lyke being in my heart for very long alr .
but now i dont care alr .
what i wna say , i will just say it out .
yu dont care about me , wat for i care about you ?
i regreted getting into an relationship , seriously .

idk why things are not going well .
idk why i feel lyke avoding you .
idk why i wna be cold towards you .
idk why yu chnged alot .
idk why i still bother to hold on to dhis relatioship .
idk if i should let go or not .
idk why no matter how much i hate yu , i still love yu .
baby yu hurt me again .
yu let me down alot of times alr .
lyke last nite ,
i msg yu say in the moring i meet yu ,
dhen yu say okay alr .
then around 11 plus i msg yu again to confrim
dhen yu say wat " you can meh ? "
dhen i say " yahs "
dhen yu say wat " i thought yu cannot make it , so i ask clinton come fix bike"
smth lyke dhat .
is lyke i always got happy at first , end up i will be sad .
and the outcome will be different .
is supoose to spend the whole day with him today ,
but he going orchard ,
at nite dhen come me .
honestly lahs , i feel neglected & not appreciated .
yu keep letting me down .
within one day , yu can make me cry again and again .
yu are seriously good in breaking my heart & making me hurt
most of my friends say ,
why bother to hold on this relationship ?
he treat yu lyke dhis alr .
when he bored dhan msg yu , when he got no one to go to dhen come to you .
when he with his friends , he dont even fking care about yu .
i tried to think the other way round .
or are they correct ?
i think i really should re consider about this relatioship .
yu hurt me again and again , deeper and deeper .
i really dont know what to do .
i am leaving soon & yu are leaving soon too .
i chersih each and every chance alr .
yu are the one who is not cherishing it .
i am not blaming yu or wat ,
i just wna say it out .
it is lyke being in my heart for very long alr .
but now i dont care alr .
what i wna say , i will just say it out .
yu dont care about me , wat for i care about you ?
i regreted getting into an relationship , seriously .