Friday, February 20, 2009
Ahhh . I cant wait till i gratuade . I really cant wait . Secondary school is really damn bored ! Everyday checkcheckcheck . Then studystudystudy . Still treat us like small kid . How i wish i am in poly now . I got tired of staying in secondary school . Serious . I am fucking fed up . The life repat again and again .
Okay bitch , wait till gratuation day __ i will fucking give you a tight slap and you wna complain to any teachers , go ahead . I tahan you for how long alr . Now still wna give me this fucking shit . You wait for 2 more years . YOU WAIT . I will fucking scold you on your face and you wna tell whoever just go ahead i dont fucking care . Now i care because i am still in this fuckin school , and once you complain , i will be in fucking shit trouble -.- YOU WAIT TILL THAT DAY . You will die like hell .
Dont take my kindness for granted . By now you already have fool , enjoyed and played around enough already . Now is my time to take back whatever that belong to me :D . Dont think i dont know the turth OKAY ? I am not that stupid okay . You are getting over my nerves $#^%#^$% Shit you ass .
Just now when hvin dinner , mom asked me if i am really intrested in fashion studies . I said yes . Then she ask me to skip olevel and study fashion design . She said if i really want , you must put in alot of effort and achieve what you want . And she say if i build up my foundation , she will send me to oversea to study . Maybe Paris or maybe Italy . Idontknow if i should say " yes" or " no " . Cos i think of this , if i really skip my olevel and get into some private school , and when i grow up if i really become a fashion desinger , i scared no company will find me cos my highest cert is only Psle ? o.o Or may be after my O level than i go for it ? I really dontknow . But by the time i finish my O level , I will be dam old already -.- . Hais , Idontknow what . I wanna leave singapore and migrate to somewhere . Singapore life aint suit me ._. .
As we grow up , we got alot of problems to face . I found that life is very tiring and scary . Everyday there is alot of bull shit to handle . I feel like avoiding it but if you avoid it , you will never solve the problem . How i wish i can go back to baby time as there is no problems , and nothing for you to worry about . I reallyreallyreally wish that i can end my life and i dont wish to contining it . The challanges are getting harder and harder they are no longer as easy as last time . I am reallyreally tired .
SEBAS :D HELLO :D got your name here hor ! Dont say cannot find your name ah . I write in bigbigbig already ! Hhaha . Thanks for all the advices okay ;D . You rocks man ! Andandand remeber to wash face everyday hor ! Then you wont be that thick skin anymore :D .
HAHHAHA . Call me when you reach home ah :D . Byebye .
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