Tuesday, May 12, 2009
Do whatever you want . Do whatever you want cos i dont fucking care anymore . I guess you never even treated me as a friend . Dont blame me if i hate you or what . Is you ownself make me hate you .
Haha. Chat with sebas just now . Super miss talking to him can . I guess he is the only one i feel comfortable to talk to with . I miss his jokes and stuffs . I have learn somethings from him . I learn not to trust people alot . I also learnt how to be independent . I wanna be independent seriously . I dont wanna rely on other people . God please guide me and give me strength . I wish secondary school life will end as soon as possible . And i wanna start anew in poly , hopefully it can . I wanna give up on everything on what i have now and start anew . I am seriously tired of this shit . I have been dealing it for 5months already . I want it end now . The best way is " dont care " That whad alot of people tell me . Well , i guess i really should dont care about it .
Three passions have governed my life:
The longings for love, the search for knowledge,
And unbearable pity for the suffering of [humankind].
Love brings ecstasy and relieves loneliness.
Love brings ecstasy and relieves loneliness.
In the union of love I have seen
In a mystic miniature the prefiguring vision
Of the heavens that saints and poets have imagined.
With equal passion I have sought knowledge.
With equal passion I have sought knowledge.
I have wished to understand the hearts of [people].
I have wished to know why the stars shine.
Love and knowledge led upwards to the heavens,
Love and knowledge led upwards to the heavens,
But always pity brought me back to earth;
Cries of pain reverberated in my heart
Of children in famine, of victims tortured
And of old people left helpless.
I long to alleviate the evil, but I cannot, And I too suffer.
God please bless me and guide me .
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ZUEN > Hello meimei :D
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GAY .O: > Father :D .
ESTHER > ahha you too aye ! Updated already
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